It was 4.30 am and I had to force myself out of my bed.My mother was already awake, preparing complan for me.It seems her love for me won over her tiredness again.My father had come late from office yesterday and was still on bed.My elder brother was snoring like a beast.He was due to go to America in two months."How come he has no tensions",I wondered and casually dusted off my shoes.
When i had set out it was 4.45 am.Chennai had not woken up yet.I started to jog.I saw a store that read 'PRIYA STATIONERY STORES'.This kindled nostalgic memories in me."Priya" called the teacher and a beautiful girl stood up."She is damn beautiful, machan" Sasi the guy sitting next to me whispered .When you are 16 ,life 'presents' you with beautiful changes."She is our new student"said the teacher.Every boy in our class was looking at her with awe.I successfully sat through two periods .
"Ravi!" I heard a strangely familiar voice calling me from the corridor.It was Priya."How come you know me?" I asked her."Forgot me uh?I am Preethu" she said."Oye Preethu!Is that you?You have grown a lot and you look very beautiful" I said.Her cheeks turned red.In the next period I had become an instant celebrity in the class especially among boys as I spoke with her."Family friend eh?Then sema lucky da" Sasi said.
That evening when I and Sasi were returning home,"Sasi" called Priya.Sasi turned back and was ogling."You know we have met after a long time.So can I accompany him today?" she asked."Oh! I forgot da.I have to buy notebooks for this year.See you later" said Sasi.He moved a yard and winked at me.I stared back at him.I have not spoken to any girl for the past six years , and all of a sudden how can I talk to her that too when I am alone?."Are you free this evening?" she asked me.I nodded affirmatively.That night at 7' o clock our parents met and had a chit-chat."She is so beautiful.We'll be blessed if she comes as our daughter in law".I heard my mother's voice saying so.
I could feel a rush of blood towards my heart.A new feeling had enveloped me when I looked at her the next moment."It is called crush Ravi.I had one in my fifth grade" said Sasi.
"You are dumb"said the teacher pointing Priya.Tears started rolling from her eyes.Dumb girls are more beautiful than their intellectual counterparts and she looked more beautiful when she cried. Everytime when she was near me,I felt a peculiar happiness.You would feel the mixture of happiness,pain and guilt taking over your mind at the same time.Envy and possessiveness join the mixture when she talks to a guy in front of me.
Soon a study together meant chatting and money for book meant money for treat."You dont concentrate on studies nowadays" said Sasi.Its true!Study takes a backseat when you are in love.You feel like an idiot and you would enjoy it."Ya sure at 5.30 in Gandhi park" she said when I told her that I wanted to meet her alone.I thought of various romantic and stylish ways to propose her.I did not listen to the class that day.I was awaiting for THE MOMENT."Are you nuts?" Sasi asked me.I did not listen him too.The evening had come.
My knees which supported my body for 16 years seemed to give in as they began to tremble as I opened the gate of the park.My heart was beating like an Indian taxi meter!!I felt that I would die after my proposal.When I met her she talked about everything EXCEPT us.I felt that she was pretending."You once told me that you have THE IT THING on a girl.Right?Who is that lucky one?" she winked."It is you ididot" I felt."Well I am not compelling you to tell me" she asked with her round eyes that looked at me as if they were going to eat me.Gulping,I told her "I love you".I gave her a rose.
"What?".Her tone had changed."I never expected this from you" she said thrusting the rose in my hand and ran away.The sun had set.The next four weeks she was ignoring my calls and messages.Then came the half yearly exam and I had to study.I had preserved the rose in integration chapter of my Maths book.It was diificult to think about a girl and study.I had performed a below average in my exam.I was trying to forget her,only to fail.I was not me.Even Sasi maintained a distance.The whole world seems to ignore you when you fail in love.Today I did not think about her till I saw that board.
The next moment I received a call.It was her."Hello" I said."I love you Ravi and I badly need you".For the first time Maths has done something good to me. I looked at the sky.The sun has risen.